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Paul Joseph Watson Asks, "Are You a Young Man Who Has Given Up on Women and Why?"

A Response from an Early 90s Baby

By The Menacing MisfitPublished 6 years ago 4 min read
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I am a young man who recently turned 24 (in October of this year). I enjoy a lot of the same things that other guys do (video games, music, movies, comic books and so on). Throughout my life, society has perceived me as "eccentric" (and there have been others who simply thought I was on the autism spectrum somewhere). While I do share some symptoms with Aspies (mainly with how socially awkward I was as a teenager, my tendency to zone in a small group of interests and my occasional slowness to process information), I'd like to think that just because I have some commonalities with autistic people doesn't mean that I must be one myself.

But because of this, I have had the absolute worst time in the world trying to find love. I did grow up rather isolated, due to being homeschooled, which I suppose didn't help matters, but growing up, I must have had crushes on dozens of cute girls—not a single one of them EVER liked me back!

By the time I turned 21, I was getting desperate and quite concerned for myself. Every time, it seemed, I looked around me in a public place, there were happy couples walking past me who looked to be none too much older than I was. Not only society itself, but also Hollywood made it look like falling in love with the woman (or man) of your dreams was the greatest thing in the world. Unfortunately, it was a falsehood and boy, did I ever fall for it!

I was determined to find someone to love, but even then, every woman I pursued ended up (to some degree or another) spurning my advances. Things were looking hopeless and I even straight up threw in the towel a couple of times. But I reached a point where I was absolutely and completely fed up with being alone in my life.

It actually wasn't until I was 23 that I finally had my first kiss, my first sexual experience, and my first relationship (all with the same woman, thank God). But that didn't last, the break-up was not at all an amicable one and here I am alone again. (And I'm pretty sure she cheated on me!)

Thankfully, what I learned from that relationship was that all of the above (relationships, sex, and kissing) are overrated and there was an undeniable, but subtle beauty to the single life that completely eluded me before, no thanks to the lies of Hollywood and modern society.

Nowadays, I think that my deep and desperate longing for a life partner was perhaps a longing for more friends in disguise, so that is what I seek and hope to have more of in my life someday. I don't completely rule out the idea of a soulmate, but finding one is certainly not a priority for me at the moment, nor do I believe finding one is going to happen for a long time, due to the facts that:

  1. I'm currently jobless.
  2. I have ZERO interest in being a father.
  3. I'm more of a submissive man by nature than a dominant type.
  4. I'm skinny as a fucking rail (at a height of somewhere between 5'10" and 5'11" and a weight of just around 125 lbs).
  5. I have an extensive history of emotional abuse.
  6. I live in a small town with a community college straight in the center of it, meaning that just about every reasonably attractive girl even close to my age gets scooped up almost immediately by the nearest pair of legs with a penis and genitalia between them.
  7. I prefer anal intercourse over vaginal intercourse, which seems to be a problem because most girls (at least the ones I meet in my day-to-day life) don't seem to find the idea of taking it in the ass very appealing.

With all of that said, I'm honestly posting my story like this in the hopes that it will help out a fellow man who might be experiencing the same struggles I did for the longest time, but I certainly hope that answers your question as to whether or not I have "given up on women," Mr. Watson. :)

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About the Creator

The Menacing Misfit

I'm menacing...I'm a misfit...I'm the Menacing Misfit. However, I'm only menacing to those who push me around.

Unfortunately, I don't really like too many people. It's a wayward generation and a morally adrift society. Accept it or don't.

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