A Message from a Divine Feminine

I have a feeling we're not going to be able to talk again today, but while my thoughts are fresh, I need to get them out. So whatever is going on between us is extremely different to me, I feel connected to you in a way that I’ve never felt with anyone else, it’s like a feeling of certainty. But there’s a huge communication break for me, I don’t want to say too much or too little; and when I have the time to actually speak to you, I know I don’t have your full attention and I go blank. And there’s so much that I want to know and experience with you, but it's not being communicated.

Half of that is because I’m totally okay with this situation; it’s from a distance, it doesn’t require much of my attention, it’s stress free, no expectations, we speak when we speak, it’s ideal to my lifestyle right now. It’s pretty perfect.

But the other half is like okay, wtf is this? You say things that reinsures that certainty, like the feeling of knowing me from a past life, or feeling like doing certain sexual things feel natural when you do them with me. I would totally call you out on bullshit for those things, but I also felt the same way. It isn’t normal for me because it’s totally out of my character to do the things or feel the way I do about you. Like you’re still a stranger to me, we barley know each other. For some reason, I feel like I’ve known you my whole life, I’m secure with you. I don’t feel like I have to worry about anything. You’re here for a reason, I don’t quite understand yet.

When I met you, I definitely wasn’t looking to even start liking a person; like, all guards up, fuck everyone and focus on myself kind of mood. Even now, my focus is still myself. I’m going through a huge transformation period and everything is working out beautifully. I’m literally experiencing my heaven on earth, and I love every moment of it. But this transformation started around the time that I met you. So it's weird.

Like, for all I know, you could have a totally different situation going on with another person or you have big secret, an emotional block, or you just think I’m beautiful and you want my babies. Lol something! Idk. I’m not trying to change anything between us or cause any confusion, I just want to understand why this is happening from your point of view, complete honesty.