Jasmin Eddy
Bio
I am 20 years old. I may seem young but I have a lot of my mind. Life happens. Why not write about it.
Stories (13/0)
Journal (April 26 - May 17)
April 26, 2017 So, I have been doing really well in school. Which, is amazing. I have applied to multiple jobs. Hopefully I get this job I really want. My mom had to get her liquor lisence and she passed the test today. All she has to do is one more thing and she has the job fully.
By Jasmin Eddy5 years ago in Humans
Journal (June 15-July 8, 2017)
June 15, 2017 So, I have been making a lot of friends online. Some of them are really cool and sweet. Alisa my best friend. Well, she is in an art class for this summer. Let's just say her first test she missed one question. I love her I do but the question was easy. She told me she was mad at me for not helping her. I would tell her I'm sorry you should have called me. While laughing. The 3 kittens are doing fine.
By Jasmin Eddy5 years ago in Humans
Journal (May 9 - June 9)
May 9, 2018 So, I got a job at Sonic. I am so happy that I have a job. It means I will be able to help D more and be able to actually get things I need. I miss D though. Since I have a job, I can only go see him when I have days off. I can't go over and see him for two weeks like I want to. It is so hard to not see him. I relax fully when I am with him. I sleep so much easier with him.
By Jasmin Eddy5 years ago in Humans
Journal (Oct. 24 - Nov. 5, 2017)
Oct. 24, 2017 It has been a month since I have seen D. I have been having a lot more nightmares lately. I miss him. It is hard to sleep without him near. Usually, I fall asleep much faster with him near. I know I sound needy but in truth, he helps me without realizing it.
By Jasmin Eddy5 years ago in Humans
Journal (Sept. 30 - Oct. 21, 2017)
Sep 30, 2017 I may have just ruined what D and I have. Fuck, I am such an idiot. I haven't gotten my birth control shot yet. In my body I have more testosterone, so taking the shot helps me get my hormones. Without it, my emotions go all over.
By Jasmin Eddy5 years ago in Humans
Journal (May 18 - June 7, 2017)
May 18, 2017 Hello everyone, So the main topic I think I want to talk about today is the past. There are many things that happen in someone past. It can be good or bad. People in the 20th century judge others now by how they look, most of the time. There are some who don't, but they are the special ones. Me, I never judge someone by their look. I get to know them.
By Jasmin Eddy5 years ago in Psyche
Countries
There are multiple places I would like to visit. Ireland I would like to visit here because I have some Irish in me. My birthday is on March 17, so I am a lucky Irish baby. I want to go visit here to go see the old castles, as well as the stone building thing. I have no idea what it is called. Ireland seems so beautiful. I would love to go and take pictures of the scenery. I want to go see the history. I have always been interested in learning about the past. Supposedly they have a storytelling tradition. It seems very interesting to me.
By Jasmin Eddy6 years ago in Wander
Depression Pt. 2
When you are low, you don’t really want to do anything. You just want to lay in bed and sleep. Truth be told, it is bad for you when you just keep sleeping. I have done it many times in the past. I realized it isn’t good. Every time I woke up I would feel even more sleepy than before. When sleeping so much, you won’t eat. Your body does need nutrition. It is important to eat, even if you wake up and eat then fall asleep again. It is still good to eat no matter what happens.
By Jasmin Eddy6 years ago in Psyche
Fear
Fear. Everyone has one. Some may say they don’t, but in truth, everyone has a fear. I have multiple fears. I have a fear of spiders. A fear of snakes. I have a fear of singing in front of people. Otherwise known as stage fright. I have a fear of being rejected. Although I think everyone has the fear of being rejected. I have a fear of being hurt by someone I have fallen in love with. Again, I believe everyone has this fear. Fear is something that is a constant thing in some people’s life. You never know when you won’t have any time left to do anything. So, do all that you can. Use that fear to push yourself to do things you are scared of. Like for me, even though I am scared of singing in front of people, I have started to record myself singing with songs. I will put them with a video of pictures then post them online. Another thing I am doing is going live on live.me and singing. So far, people have been kind. They haven’t said anything bad. In the past there have been people who have said bad things. But I ignore them and keep doing it. I am scared of being rejected by someone I have fallen in love with. I have actually fallen for this guy and I am so scared that he is going to reject me. I mean why wouldn’t he? He can find someone better than me.
By Jasmin Eddy6 years ago in Motivation