Randolph T
Bio
I am a very proud Air Force Veteran, born in Missouri and now living in SanAntonio, Texas. I have wonderful beautiful children who I love with all of my heart. I am a vocalist and songwriter, and by trade I am an Independent Cat Adjuster.
Stories (2/0)
A Change Is Gonna Come
I did this video because my ex-wife hasn't let me see my children in a very long time. It seems that people forget the damage that this does to the children. Has it damaged me? Of course. I miss them every single day, and as of right now it's been over eight years. Sometimes I get a picture or a phone call if she is wanting money for something. Max was only 5 and Olivia was 4. My son's voice has changed as he is becoming a young man, and my little girl calls someone else Daddy instead of me. I cry every single day. Whenever I am in a crowd of people I always find myself looking around to see if they are there. I close my eyes and I see my little girl's smile and hear her laughter. I can almost feel Max wrapping his little arms around my neck. I miss my babies so much. The last thing my little boy told me the night I found out that she would be keeping them from me was: "Daddy I will always fight for you." I had no idea why he was even saying that, but I learned the next day, and I've thought about his little words every day since then. I even went so far as to tattoo the words on to my arm so I would look at them every single day. I went through several stages through all of this. At one point I hated her and prayed for bad things to happen to her.
By Randolph T6 years ago in Families
Madeline
“Madeline” by: Randy Boude My footsteps echoed as I made my way through the winding halls. The VA hospital never felt so cold and dark. A janitor gave me a smile and said good morning. I smiled back and tried to sound as genuine as possible, and I wished him one as well. I really did want him to have a good morning, but I knew for me that would not be the case. Not by any stretch of the imagination.
By Randolph T6 years ago in Humans
