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"At the end of every storm is a rainbow."

By josh napperPublished 6 years ago 7 min read
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A million years could go by and I’d still remember that last day I spent with you as if it was yesterday... Always remember... At the end of every storm is a rainbow. Never give up HOPE. CHERISH not just the obvious, but the little things as well. Days may fade, but what you cherish is forever in your heart. Thanking you for doing what you do is never enough. One thing is for certain, I will never forgive you. I promise I won’t. People say I need to let go of you... they say that I need to move on and forget about you... but what if I don't want to?... what if I want to remember you? When you feel the wind on your face, that's your angel kissing you; when you see a flower blooming through the snow, that's him saying, never forget, I'm still here. Don't let ANYONE tell you that you're nothing. You are worth something. Whether you make someone smile for a second or happy for a lifetime, you are a somebody. Remember me when you're lonely, remember me when you just wanna talk, remember me when you really need me, but don't remember me when you have no one else! We do not remember days, we remember moments. Make moments worth remembering. When the rest of the world sees you as a servant, remember there's one person somewhere that sees you as a princess. Remember that your best choices are made with both your head and your heart.

Always listen to your heart... because even though it's on our left, it’ll always be right. Spread your wings and rise above all negative people. If you believe, you can achieve! Follow your dreams, listen to your heart and believe in yourself. Life will take you very far. Be yourself even if it means standing out. Be yourself; who cares if they don't like it? Be yourself; those who mind don't matter; those who matter don't mind. Always listen to your heart... just because it’s on the left, doesn't mean it’s not right. Life is not about changing yourself to get other people to like you. It is about being yourself because you are beautiful the way you are no matter what... so with that said, be yourself. Be confident. Be creative. Express yourself. Be mindless, and don’t let ANYONE bring you down in a world of comparison and conformity, make your own statement. Honor your own truth. Have the courage to be yourself; risk speaking your own thoughts.

I come to your garden not to cry, to bring you flowers, sing, and say hi, to say I love and miss you so much, I'll never forget you, you mean so much frickin' much to me; damn, there ain't enough words. How can I forget about you when you gave me so much to remember? Because forgetting about someone you love is like remembering someone you never knew. Some things you just never forget... other things you wish you could. I just wish that I could watch our memories on a big ass flat screen TV, but despite me not being able to, I’ll never forget the memories and every day I replay all of them and I get a big ass smile on my face. And why would I want to forget that, girl? With every single day, it won't go away the way I feel about you and when it's said and done, you're the only one. And I can't regret you, so I can't forget you. You're too good to be forgotten.

I might be too far away to look you into your eyes. Have you realized that every word I say is true, so just read my words, and you’ll maybe start to believe me? I can only hope it puts a smile on your face. The only reason to use the f-word to describe you should be to say you're fucking amazing and, well, a million more adjectives. Sadly, I don’t know to help you with you being insecure, but don’t worry you got me all secured in your heart. Dam was that cheesy as hell. I’m not gonna lie, I had to look up what the hell "neurotic: means, and no chance I’ll spell it right on a vocab test, but if you ever want to talk about your thoughts, just hit me up and we’ll talk about each topic, even if one topic is erotic. What? I had to rhyme somewhere. If I could, then I’ll get on that plane just to give you a box of tissues, we’ll talk about you being emotional as we have a midnight picnic. I’ll make a smart-ass comment and you'll smack the shit out of me and the owl will make its sound, and we’ll both die laughing 'cuz we think it’s laughing due to you slapping me. Then I’ll get head back here, but on the way back to these woods, I’ll be in first class even if I was in coach because I saw you. Don’t you for a second think you’re not good enough, 'cuz when I look at you I’m staring at perfection. And you might feel empty, but I got a better "e" word for you. Excellently everything. So, when I say damn, girl you’re fine as hell, I don’t mean that as a naughty way, but you are beautiful.

I can't erase the bad chapter in your life, but I can pray for the next to be better. Even though we don't know what the future holds, I know one thing for sure; you’re the best thing that ever happened to me and I will always love you! Sure, that might draw some critics considering they'll bring up the fact that there’s a few miles in between us, but once upon a time I promised that you’ll always be my princess, and god dammit you know I keep my promises, especially to the one that made me who I am. And when time comes that another man calls you princess, I’ll shed tears of joy, and have that good old smile on my face. So, whether I get the honor and privilege of calling you my friend, my best friend, my sister…my princess, don’t look into the past because you've already been there. Focus on the future, since that's where you're going. Not everyone is to be in your future, some are just passing through to teach you a lesson. But I just hope that I’ll be in the future by your side and you’ll always be teaching me the lessons you don’t even realize you do. Stare into the sky, and close your eyes, forget all your yesterdays, and look forward to your future!

I’ll try to make this short, because that would take forever. You mean the world to me, and I’ll never stop loving you, 'cause you to have given me something I can never repay you and if we meet again, I’ll show you that wasn’t a waste of your time. If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see you through my eyes, that way you’d realize why I smile and stare all day. It’s amazing how someone who was a stranger one day can mean the world to you. I wish there was a way for the world to see what you actually mean to me. In my dreams, you’re still mine. But in reality, you are my favorite dream come true. And you’ll never know just how beautiful, special, and smart you are, in my opinion. Talking, laughing, and plain-out just sitting with you changes my whole mood. You mean so much to me. You’re the last thing I want to lose. I need you because you make me laugh more than anyone, and I’m my best when I’m next to you. There ain't ever gonna be a quote that explains how important you are. Never gonna be a song that hits the spot on my heart. And not enough time to describe how I’m the luckiest son of a gun I am for knowing you… even if I’m a city boy who sucks at picking weeds. You showed me how I could be better, and I promise you one day I will become just that. We've been through so much together, and you will always be a part of me. When the darkness comes, and you feel alone in this world and worthless, remember you mean everything to me and you are my world. I still repeat the things you said to me, and I still see you sitting you that chair laughing while watching Lethal Weapon, even me becoming a spy to give you my hoodie that night you were crying. When we first met, I had no frickin' clue you would be the most important person to me. I just hope you understand how much our little talks mean to me.

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