He’s Like the Coffee I Need in the Morning!!

Here’s my story. I am a nineteen-year-old female from Florida who had a HUGE crush on this boy ninth grade year. Four years later, he’s finally mine, and I am addicted to him! I walked into my reading class ninth grade year, and there he was just sitting there. I just knew I had to talk to him. We hit it off immediately and became great friends, but, for some reason, he dated everyone but me, and those relationships only lasted about two weeks. The whole tenth-grade year I didn’t talk to him because I was angry. I thought to myself that maybe I wasn’t his type or maybe I was too much of a nerd. He finally decided to ask me out at the end of the tenth-grade year, but I said no because I thought I was his last resort because the girls he did want cheated on him. At the middle of the eleventh-grade year he switched schools, and we didn’t talk much. As a matter of fact, he didn’t talk to any females. One day, he inboxed me asking if I wanted to go watch a movie with him, and I said sure. For some reason, being around him gave me butterflies, and he was kind of nervous. After the movie was done, we talked for hours. It was amazing. He then asked me out again, and I said yes. Three months into our relationship we had sex for the first time, and it was amazing. Of course, I was nervous but didn’t want to show it.

After that, it was non-stop being together and talking on the phone for hours. I met his family and friends. Six months into our relationship, he said to me, “I thought I was going to be alone for the rest of my life because everything one I dated cheated on me, and I thought I blew my chances with you.”

I started to tell him he can’t have female friends because I am very jealous and he’s just the same with me about guy-friends. I told him it’s not that I don’t trust him, I just don’t trust people. And the sex between me and him is amazing. April tenth is our one-year anniversary. We spent it in bed watching movies and eating food. It was the best, he said. “This is the longest relationship I’ve been in and truly love every moment of it.”

You’re the best thing that has ever happened to me. I need to be with him 24/7. When he doesn’t come over, I’m mad. I honestly truly don’t know if I can live without him. He’s everything I’ve wanted and more. He’s there when I need someone to talk to and when I need a shoulder to cry on. And I’m there when he needs me. I know we're perfect together and nobody can change that.

Our sex life is amazing. We have sex at least three or four times a week.

I am addicted to him because I need to be with him 24/8. And I get mad when we’re not together. I know it’s not healthy to be obsessive, but it’s hard to stop. But he says he “loves the fact that I’m all about him and only him because he’s never had that before.” His past girlfriends always cheated on him.

I’ve always said to myself that if he breaks up with me I don’t think I’ll get over it because I’m that obsessed. I might stalk him and make his new girlfriend's life a living hell LOL, but we’re still together. Our two-year anniversary is around the corner, and I am in love with this guy. And I know I’m not the only one who feels this way about someone they truly love. Love is a drug. But to be continued...

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