My First Night with Mr. C

My son was born in fall of 2011. He was a week old when his father’s girlfriend messaged me to inform me of who she was. I was shocked and enraged, the man who swore to me there would never be anyone else, had a girlfriend. My heart for the very frost time literally felt like it was in pieces. My emotions ruled my mind for a few weeks. Thankfully, sister was over for the week helping me with the baby and house work. Later that morning I borrowed her car and drove to the jerk's apartment. I sat in the ally fully intending to run him over as soon as he stepped out. While I was waiting for him to show his deceitful face, my phone rang. It was my best friend. She had moved 3 proveniences away shortly after I had become pregnant. She called to ask me about the frantic texts I sent her. I told her where I was and she knew before I could say anything what I was thinking. Being the wise one of the two of us, she talked me into going home and into forgetting about the jerk who manipulated me so well. So I did. I moved shortly after to a bigger place further away from the jerk. It was spring and my son was 6 months old.

So time had passed, my best friend was gone, I stopped going to the restaurant where I met Mr. C and my favourite night spot had shut down permanently. I was single mother living in a city without family and very few friends. My isolation caused me to spend a lot of time using Facebook. One night while scrolling a DJ friend of mine made a post that I couldn’t resist commenting on. As a result of that comment I got a friend request from Mr. C!!! My heart fluttered for some reason, I got so excited and was shocked. I hadn’t seen him in months, possibly a year? It was a surreal moment for me since and then no friend request has effected me quiet like that. A few moments after I accepted the request he messaged... at this point I was vibrating and my heart was pounding. It was a casual message commenting on my Toronto Maple Leafs shirt in my profile pic. And that’s where it all started. After that we spoke everyday several times a day for a few weeks. He had moved to Edmonton in 2011. So all we had was Skype, phone calls that lasted hours, non-stop texts through out the day and Facebook. It worked for us. Then one day he informed me that he would be coming into town for the weekend to visit his parents... Naturally he asked to take me out. Unfortunately I had no baby sitter. That didn’t stop me. I invited him over after bedtime to watch a movie.

I wore a very tight fitting short white dress, did my make up seductively, and wore my hair down. I paced and paced that evening. Could not calm my nerves or stop myself from smiling. Finally, alone time with the man I had spent countless hours getting to know! The man who made glow from the inside out. The man who could make laugh with the slightest bit of effort. The man whose aura captivated me. I could listen to him speak for hours about anything! I was just so smitten. I had worked my nerves into a frenzy thinking about how much this night had meant to me. But when he arrived and opened the door I instantly felt relaxed. Then he gave me a hug and just like that I was calm, comfortable, and cozy. We sat and talked for awhile before I invited him up to my room. We put a solid 5 minutes into watching what ever it was that I put into the DVD player. We started of cuddling (he said “you're great for cussing”) then we progressed to kissing. And not normal kissing. There was so much “want” behind it. So much passion and force. I didn’t stop once not even to catch my breath. It was incredible. Then finally making love. I remember perfectly how my body move instinctively to match his. It was by far the hottest, most intense, and the most romantic night of my life. Literally mind blowing there were moments where I forgot where I was and who I was. My mind was filled with ecstasy and my body was alive with pleasure. I have yet to experience anything equally as gratifying. After he left I actually did a little dance in my room. I felt amazing. I had so much energy, my body was quivering with satisfaction, and the smile on my face lasted for months. I knew that night that no man would ever stand a chance again. He was the one I wanted.

I wouldn’t see him again for 5 months...