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Shattered Feelings

“I never loved you.”

By Liliana MorenoPublished 5 years ago 2 min read
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You lost a really great girl.

If you want to leave, the door is right open, but let me tell you something you're not coming back if you leave.

I was mad and upset, and I didn’t know what to do. These days it has not been easy. What am I supposed to do without him? I love him so much. He can’t just leave me. Also, I don’t really mind at all. If he wants to leave, he can leave no matter what happens. He might come back, but, if he doesn’t, I’ll be hurt. I know he’ll never do that to me. He’s a sweet, good guy who has been there for me. Even when we were in good shape. Well, most of the time. I’ve been dating him for these last few years, and it’s great. Since that moment I went to sleep thinking about him.

It was one of those days I can’t wait to see him at school, so I get up and change clothes. Then I eat breakfast. I went to my car and drove to Starbucks. I decided to buy something for Fernando, since I know he loves coffee. I got two venti Carmel Frappuccinos. Then I make my way to school, because I wanted to see his cute face. I walk past the office to the hallway and I see him... kissing another girl. I didn’t say a word, I simply threw the Frappuccino into the trash can, and went straight to the library where it’s nice and quiet.

I ask myself why would he ever do that to me? Maybe the girl kissed him, but then how come he didn’t stop, or push her away? I took a deep breath and headed to my class, where I knew he would be. A couple of minuets later, I see him... holding the girl’s hand. I simply wanted to cry, cry from all this pain I felt inside my heart. I should’ve known earlier what kind of person he was. All the students from the class stared at them, and then at me. When the bell rang: class started. I couldn’t think, I couldn’t speak. I couldn’t even focus on my school work, and then someone touched my shoulder. I looked and there he was. It was him, Fernando.

“Look, I know you saw me kissing another girl but, Amy, I love her. Tears started to run down my cheeks. Since that moment I asked him, “so our love we had was fake? Why would you do that to me? I love you.”
“But, I don’t, Amy. I lost feelings for you a long time ago, and now I’m with her. Plus, we are both happy with each other. I’m so sorry.”

When I heard these words my heart stopped, and I panicked, so I simply said,

“Okay I get it, you never really loved me, but let me tell you something Fernando. No one, I mean no one, will love you the way I loved you."

Fernando had a weird look on his face, but he didn’t care.

You knew this would happen when I told you, but you never really cared. Why would you do that to me? I loved you with all my heart. What did I do for you to leave me like that. I got too attached to you, but now I need to live on with or without you. I hope I never see you again. You're not worth my time.

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About the Creator

Liliana Moreno

Throughout the years I had trouble talking about my emotions. I began to write. It was a relief knowing that maybe, just maybe, my stories will help people that is in need.

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