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Should I Wait or Should I Go?

I'm ready, but will you be?

By Devin MitchellPublished 6 years ago 2 min read
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My life changed when you came into it three years ago. I fell so deeply for you. We became best friends pretty quickly. Three years later I found out I was pregnant. We still were just best friends. You had a whole "girlfriend" that treated you and still does, like shit.

Over these three years for us, we have been through so much together. I've told you plenty of times how I felt about you, I would cry my eyes out while I poured my heart out. What would you do? Walk out and say nothing. NOTHING. Just leave me there crying.

I have always treated you better than any female you have been with. I'm the only one who has stayed by your side and supported you. I loved you. I still love you. I poured my heart out one last time to you. This time, after three years, you gave a response. You replied with, "To live with what it is right now. I know you would be a good family mom. I care for you. I love you. Sometimes part of me feels like we will be together, but I don't know. I'm not ready to look at it like that." Either you're ready or not. I'm not trying to pressure you or rush things. Why stay with a female that acts and is a complete child. She has never respected you. Never treated you the way to deserved. Gets abusive with you or goes and smashes something of yours. Why stay in a toxic relationship that isn't going to go anywhere?

You have told me you don't lead me on, but yet you're so blind. You treat me like a girlfriend. You touch on me and love on me. Give me that look like I'm completely and only yours. It's always been like that for us from the moment we met. It's been easy. Things just flow for us. We are meant for each other. Why can't you see that?

Watching you get mistreated, and yes you have cheated plenty of times on your girlfriend, but she's hurt you back too.

I know you want me to wait. I know you would never say it. I did tell you I am no longer waiting, but now I'm second guessing myself if should move on. I do have that other feeling that what if the man of my dreams hasn't found me yet. A man who deserves me. Who knows that I'm enough for him. Who won't make me wait, like you're doing. What if that guy is out there? I just know, whenever that man comes along, you will suddenly be ready for us to be together. By then, it may be too late.

We will always be in each others lives forever. We have a son together. I will always have love for you in my heart. You're the first guy I fell in love with. Do I wait or do I go?

I just want to make you happy, treat you the way I see you deserve. I love you.

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Devin Mitchell

Writing about important events in my life. Writing has always been a big thing in my life. Enjoy!

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