Twin Flames

When I met him, I felt instantly attracted. That moment quickly faded, and then I felt angry. I knew that he know I had these newfound feelings for him. I knew that he knew and it just crushed me. Maybe he also knew that I was ruined for all other souls, including women. He knew he had pulled the rug right from under my feet. This is how I felt when I met him. There was a sudden shift, and my life has never been the same since.

I knew the instant I saw him. It's true, when they say, that when you know, you just know. I didn't know it could happen to me. It was more than just his blue eyes. It was the way he looked at me. It was his smile. He looked at me like he knew me. In his eyes, I could tell that he knew he could make my head turn. Was he confident? Perhaps, was he over-confident? I think he knew too. He knew there was something about me. He knew he had to finally meet me.

He knew it would be instant. Since the day before I met him, when I first heard his name, it felt familiar to me. I repeated it to myself, more than once, twice. There was something about him, that felt familiar. I didn't know what it was. I didn't know that this meant that he was my twin flame. I was completely single, no one to call my own. Sure, I was hung up on someone, but little did I realize, that it would never materialize between me and she. He was newly separated from his ex-wife. I had been single for a while.

I was ready to meet him. Had he seen me before? Did I dream of him before? I know I did. But he was always disguised as someone I knew. We dream in symbols. Looking back, I knew those dreams were trying to tell me that I would meet him. I was dreaming about him, before I even met him.

I am empathic. I know he is too. We are more sensitive to energy. This makes it easier for us to tell when we have met the one. Are you empathic too? Maybe you can relate to this type of experience. This is why he helps people. We are both givers. The giving type often attract the takers. If you are aware of this, it helps get your life back on track. If you are unaware, you won't realize that you keep attracting that same, "type."

It wasn't until I met him, that I realized what I was lacking. I needed someone to just be there for me. I needed someone to give me all the love that I had so freely given to everyone around me. I need that same amount of love in return. He was just being himself. When I realized this, I realized he was a giver, just like me. I realized he would be capable of giving me all the love I was lacking. Before meeting him, I was either being lead on, or I was just being taken advantage of. It was one or the other.

I didn't realize that I was never happy with any of those women, because there was no balance in the relationship. I would never be happy, as long as they kept taking the love I gave them, and giving me nothing in return for it. He made me feel happy. I felt so much peace. I didn't know what I was missing, until I met him. Once I knew, he completely changed my world. I was ready for this change. I just needed to embrace it, once I realized he felt the same for me. I couldn't understand why he was so nice to me at first. It just didn't fit into my head. But my desire for him, helped me realize it was love at first sight; and that's the way it is.