Jeanette Learn
Stories (3/0)
Soul Mate
Ten years ago I found my soul mate. He was beautiful in every way imaginable. He was my best friend, my confidante, my lightning in a thunderstorm, my angel wings. He was the easiest person in the world to talk to and to tell everything to. I felt as if I needed to tell him absolutely everything that I could about myself. He always understood. He always embraced it all as if it was his own but never let it make him feel angry.
By Jeanette Learn6 years ago in Humans
Toxic
To the girls who are toxic with their own lives... you are not alone. When you have lived through so many traumatic experiences, they are always there. You wake up and go to sleep to them. They never go away. Yes, you heal and you learn healthy coping mechanisms. You even succeed at these mechanisms in sporadic spurts. You jump ten steps forward and twenty steps back. Panic attacks are a normal occurrence but these are not the kind of panic attacks that most people talk about. You don’t have trouble breathing. You have trouble forming a full thought. Your mind feels like it is in a war zone constantly and you have nowhere to hide from the speeding bullets coming at your head and aiming to take you out! Sadly, the smallest things can trigger an episode and an episode of the war zone can last days, weeks, or even months. Decisions... HA HA HA! Most of those turn out to be the wrong ones made on snap judgements and based around your current or recurring mood at the time. Then you must deal with the aftermath once you have jumped the gun and made what everyone around you calls a "stupid" decision.
By Jeanette Learn6 years ago in Psyche