Days
Day One(Jan. 10th)
Sometimes you get so sad that you find it hard to cry. It’s not even pain anymore. Instead, the pain turns into emptiness. That emptiness engulfs you and fills that once loving heart with a sickening void. I have to force myself to cry sometimes because it’s the only way to find temporary release. Every night when I cry, I feel calmed until I wake up the next morning and the first thought in my head is about him. The feelings reset and the disgust fills me once again.