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What’s Really Inside
Have you ever felt like if you didn’t belong.. to a point where you happen to always be wrong? It’s as if nobody sees what’s really inside.. it’s so painful you have to hide. But yet you still go on with your life with mistakes just trying to make it right. There’s always a darkness screaming your name, day and night. Telling you that what’s wrong is right. You act strong so everyone can see. When really inside your just so weak. You laugh and laugh like there’s no tomorrow. But really those laughs are sorrows. You try so hard not to make a scene. But then that backfires and you end with a scream. You walk around saying you don’t care when in reality your saying life’s not fair. You pretend as if it’s whatever when really you just want to get better.
By 6 years ago in Poets
My Last
How could I ever really tell you the truth? How can I ever love you endlessly when my heart continues to stop me from loving you. You have been my heartbeat through all of this and I can only wish I could do the same for you. The love you have for me is too powerful for me to take in. Too difficult for me to care for. I love you. I've always known that. and I care so much about you, and I will always be here when you need me. And you will always do the same for me. You have know no idea how much I appreciate you but just because I appreciate you doesn't mean we should be together. I never meant for all of this to happen. I tried. I begged the lord and everyone to help me love you again. But I can't force my love. The reason I let you go all the time is so that your feelings grow no more for me.. whilst I sit here and pout about how I can't help my feelings. It's not fair to you. You deserve someone who loves you the way you want to be loved and you may be blind, stubborn, hardheaded, and so much more to everything I say but you know I'm right about this. You didn't believe you could ever love again after your ex, but here I am showing you wrong. You fell in love with me and continue with this belief of yours that you'll never love again. As a woman, I know you will love again and when you do I will be there, in your mind of course. And you'll remember the very moment I told you that you will find love again. And you'll realize how very much correct I was. And then you will understand why it could never work between us.
By 6 years ago in Humans
Is It Love?
Many people believe in soulmates and god lord, I want to believe so bad. But how can you ever really know he's the one for you? How can you look someone in the eye and assure them that they will be number one for the rest of your existence? I had a plan and it didn't include you. Now I'm having a battle if I should include you or not. I want you here, I want us to succeed, I want to love endlessly, I want to marry my best friend, and I want to have their children. But what if your emotions are too strong even for your own self? What if they're leading you in the wrong path?
By 6 years ago in Humans