'Why Are You So Heartless?'
When I read this quote about an hour away from it being 12 and 2017 turning into 2018, it made me think. Should I start the year with this mentality or carry on with the way I have become? I went through a few things a few months ago with fake friends and stupid people and it really changed me. I’ve become cold. I stopped caring about a lot of things and I’ve just withdrawn from everyone, really. I don’t talk about how I’m feeling or what's going on in my mind anymore—well, I’ve never been the one that talks about feelings, anyway. I don’t have many friends anymore. I’ve cut off a lot of people and I’m not open to new friendships any time soon either. Even though I say "I need new friends," I can’t trust anyone to be honest.