Always learning
Have you ever looked at an older person and imagine them in their youth? Were they the geek? the popular one? the bully? Then stupidly start thinking, holy crap that could be me in a few years. How would the outside world see me when i get to that age? Would i age well? Did I do enough to leave some sort of impression on anyone? Would I have weirdos staring at me like what I'm doing right now??