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It's weird to feel this for someone new. I'm falling for someone all over again. What's happening to me? Why is this happening again? My emotions are everywhere. They haven't been this crazy since J. Lately it seems I have been forgetting the memories we once made, even though I know I'm making new ones. Every time I look at him he has this look in his eyes—so warm, so caring, I feel like he actually enjoys my company. Lately I've been trying to make him forget all the hurt he has had in life. He smiles at me, but he hasn’t opened up yet. He can't get it through his big head that I love him. I’ve officially cracked. My heart has always fallen quickly—but this time is different.