A Wondering Heart
I've only had crushes before you.
I never knew what love was. I spent most of my day before I met you pining after guys I was too shy to talk to. I didn't know the difference, then, but I do now. I was infatuated. I knew nothing about them, yet I was crushing hard. I was crushing so hard on people, frankly, I don't think knew I existed. In all honesty, though, I didn't know what I would do if one of my crushes actually liked me back. I have never been on a date. I couldn't afford anything but the pants I needed to get for my school uniform. I never had my first kiss yet, either. In summary, I have just never been in a romantic relationship. I never thought about it then, but I know I would have freaked out in that situation.