I’m Sick of College and Want to Bury Myself
So far this academic year, I’ve managed to make no friends, only talk to about two people and I ham being constantly put down by my tutor. At the beginning of the year, I was experiencing extreme anxiety and depression due to events that had transpired in the previous year. When I first met my future “tutor” I told them about how I had been experiencing problems and at first they seemed almost supportive. Almost. They claimed that they had dealt with someone before who had experienced the same level of anxiety about being in the class. But the next time I saw them, without my mother, they told me to drop out. Whilst I was sitting opposite them having an anxiety attack, they started to tell me that maybe I should “take a year out” and that they don’t “usually recommend students go on medication” but i should try it. I left the college and tried to scratch the skin off of my face and rip my hair out.
